It's Been a Long sad time....

It's been a while I know, but I feel the time is right to Blog again, sadly I lost my mum 3 months ago and felt it just wasn't right to post again, but feel in the last few days I have turned a corner and feel a bit better, I know I have a long way to go but the future seems a bit brighter...
Will leave you with a quote/poem that somebody gave me, and I think it sums up how I should be feeling...

you can shed tears that she is gone or you can smile because she has lived
you can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back or you can open your eyes and she all she has left
your heart can be empty because you can't see her or you can be full of the love you shared
you can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday
you can remember her and only thats shes gone or you can cherish her memory and let it live on
you can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back or you can do what she'd want;smile, open you eyes, love and go on
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